Awakening

I have always considered myself to be a knowledgeable woman not taking any wooden nickles always watchful and careful as not to offend anyone without frist understanding the source of my actions. Lately it has come to me that I maybe somewhat of a Hermit I noticed that as I get older I prefer to spend my time alone it bothers me that society as it is makes me feel as if I must create my own little world to exist. While watching a movie it all became clear to me to get up go out and mingle visit an elderly person or go to a park and watch people as they interact. what happened to me? There was a time when life was beautiful all was well and everything was wonderful,Now I know that there is no perfect anything Life is what we make it I sit in my yard and watch the birds wash in the birdbath, feed the squirrels and play with my three dogs. Life has new meaning for me I now enjoy the breeze upon my face and yes I laugh a lot Im feeling good my spirit is up I have my time that only I share with God for he has comforted me and now I see with new eyes that I alone can not change the world I can atleast make life more enjoyable for someone who has the same fears that i no longer have.Life is good why spend precious time alone , We are here for a short while and then we go on to another place only to leave all of our possesions for someone else to maintain until they too go on the journey that all must someday go. Look yourself in the mirror ans ask yourself what is your purpose the answer will be very clear and that is to Live life as best you can and not worry about things you can not take with you when you die we own nothing this is an ever moving world and so on and so on.In time you will see exactly what I am trying to say-Whew````Now I feel even better